My mind goes in a constant circle of:
-oh hey this guy seems nice maybe it can work out.
-not interested. Okay.
-whatever I don’t need him, I’m better than that and the guy for me is gonna be way more awesome.
-I suck, there’s no way anyone is ever going to want to me anyway.
-screw relationships and marriage, I’m just gonna make money and travel the rest of my life!