You're just as boring as everyone else

22 year old licensed nail technician, living in San Diego. Addicted to Atmosphere and the sun. Journeying through this crazy life.
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deepinhale:

"Lucy was never really a person as much as it was like a metaphor for the dark side of myself.
Quality of life isnt about your car. Quality of life isn’t about how big of a house you have. Quality of life isnt about how much money you have. Quality of life is about how much you enjoy being alive, you know? How alive you are. 
Quality of life is about community, and some people in your community are gonna have money, some people arent, but it doesnt mean that the whole community cant still enjoy a good life.”

deepinhale:

"Lucy was never really a person as much as it was like a metaphor for the dark side of myself.

Quality of life isnt about your car. Quality of life isn’t about how big of a house you have. Quality of life isnt about how much money you have. Quality of life is about how much you enjoy being alive, you know? How alive you are. 

Quality of life is about community, and some people in your community are gonna have money, some people arent, but it doesnt mean that the whole community cant still enjoy a good life.”

(via idyllicsoul)

Throwback with my daddy ❤️ #tbt

Throwback with my daddy ❤️ #tbt

After this 28 day battle my heart become completely broken today. And although God can heal my heart and I know that my daddy is out of pain with Jesus, I just can’t stop missing him. 💛💚💛 #mostamazingmanintheworld #foreverhisgirl #mytree

After this 28 day battle my heart become completely broken today. And although God can heal my heart and I know that my daddy is out of pain with Jesus, I just can’t stop missing him. 💛💚💛 #mostamazingmanintheworld #foreverhisgirl #mytree

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Here’s my nails for this week! My Dad’s nickname is Tree so these are for specially for him :) To those who don’t know me personally, life has been quite hectic lately as my Dad has been going through major health issues, and we recently found out that he is dealing with stage 4 esophageal cancer. I am very close to my dad and this has kinda shaken me up a bit, so although I am continuing my usual Wed-Sat work schedule, I appreciate flexibility and understanding if anything comes up for future booking and appointments. I love my clients so much and thank you for all the support 💛 #nails #nailart #cnd #shellac #treenails #fallnails #glitterombre #sparklynails #glitternails #treeworkahead #autumnnails #treenailart #almondnails #ovalnails #roundednails #instanails #nailswag #nailsofinstagram #nailsbybreasha

Here’s my nails for this week! My Dad’s nickname is Tree so these are for specially for him :) To those who don’t know me personally, life has been quite hectic lately as my Dad has been going through major health issues, and we recently found out that he is dealing with stage 4 esophageal cancer. I am very close to my dad and this has kinda shaken me up a bit, so although I am continuing my usual Wed-Sat work schedule, I appreciate flexibility and understanding if anything comes up for future booking and appointments. I love my clients so much and thank you for all the support 💛 #nails #nailart #cnd #shellac #treenails #fallnails #glitterombre #sparklynails #glitternails #treeworkahead #autumnnails #treenailart #almondnails #ovalnails #roundednails #instanails #nailswag #nailsofinstagram #nailsbybreasha

Thank you for the rad show last night @atmosphere glad to see my favorite musicians spread some love in times like this 🐌💛🐜 #seandaley #anthonydavis #atmosphere #happybirthdays

Thank you for the rad show last night @atmosphere glad to see my favorite musicians spread some love in times like this 🐌💛🐜 #seandaley #anthonydavis #atmosphere #happybirthdays

Need a come back, but spirits are still high! #gopackgo My dads rooting for his team even in the hospital :) #myhero #fightingcancer

Need a come back, but spirits are still high! #gopackgo My dads rooting for his team even in the hospital :) #myhero #fightingcancer

This is my Dad. He is my hero, my rock, my everything. He has been going through some major health issues recently, and today we got news that what he is dealing with is a form of stomach cancer. It would mean the world to me if all my friends, family, coworkers and clients could please just keep my Dad’s health and my family in your thoughts and prayers as we enter this rough season in our lives. Thank you 💛

This is my Dad. He is my hero, my rock, my everything. He has been going through some major health issues recently, and today we got news that what he is dealing with is a form of stomach cancer. It would mean the world to me if all my friends, family, coworkers and clients could please just keep my Dad’s health and my family in your thoughts and prayers as we enter this rough season in our lives. Thank you 💛

One day, I realized he might not exist. My soulmate, I mean.

I realized there might not be someone walking around this earth just waiting to meet me. Someone with a private world just as intricate as mine that, one day, I would get to share and be a part of and know.

And I realized I was keeping a vacant spot in my heart for this person who might not exist. That I wasn’t allowing myself to be whole because how could I be whole with my other half missing?

It was an excuse, of course. A simple view of life that would exempt me from having to put in the effort of filling myself up with the love I was waiting for someone else to supply.

The reality is this: Life is a churning, chaotic thing with no guarantees, and in the throws of the tumbling you might run into people to hold on to for a while. Sometimes for a night, sometimes for life.

And holding on to someone is a worthy thing. A wonderful thing. Something to look forward to and appreciate and embrace with your whole heart.

But the love you get from holding on to someone will never be as reliable as the love you can give yourself. Right here. Right now.

So here’s my advice. Be open to love, but don’t be empty for it.

Open, Not Empty - John Paul Brammer  (via ranjhana)

(Source: johnpaulbrammer, via whatgoodgirls)

Our cute faces #krispykreme

Our cute faces #krispykreme

Taco Bell drive thru selfie ✌️#andstraighthair #raresight #ilovebadfoodthatsmyfingproblem #pretendingtonothaveaseatbelt #weeeee

Taco Bell drive thru selfie ✌️#andstraighthair #raresight #ilovebadfoodthatsmyfingproblem #pretendingtonothaveaseatbelt #weeeee

After being in the big city, San Diego seems so small! But man, there is really no place like home ❤️ #sandiego #nyc

After being in the big city, San Diego seems so small! But man, there is really no place like home ❤️ #sandiego #nyc

New York City was incredible, but nothing beats San Diego and it feels so good to be home :) #newyork #sandiego #iheartnailart #sallyhansen #refinery

New York City was incredible, but nothing beats San Diego and it feels so good to be home :) #newyork #sandiego #iheartnailart #sallyhansen #refinery